drgnguilbeau

Wow this is my third entry. lol I think i just forgot about it. Anyway, i feel like i am losing my friends. I know that sounds like omg drama but its not. I am just thinking though that i have only talked to two people this entire summer person to person. I feel very lonely most of the time. I just want someone to... be there for me. Maybe that sounds strange. It took me a while to think up that sentence (2 sentencesd ago). I dont know I just feel very weird. I was also thinking the other day that I dont have many people who think of me as a friend but I think of a lot of people as friends and I also think of how great it would feel if I was all of these people's really good friend. Does that make sense at all? I usually start thinking this way when I am bored or have nothing else better to do. I dont think I like this feeling. Reading back over this it seems as if my whole life revolves around my friends. I dont think it does. I do think about friends a lot. Is that a bad thing that I depend on friends so much? I know that u all probably have more important things to think about so I guess I will stop and maybe get some sleep. Did any of this make any sense? I think I need a hug. I know that sounds corny but I think I would feel a whole lot better.

Hey everybody! Sorry its been so long since I posted but I really forgot about it. Ummm... lets start with the party last night. It was fun for most people and even though I seemed like I wasn't enjoying it, I was. The one thing that got me really mad was the conversations. My mom was in the next room and I don't think she will ever look at me the same way again. Oh well. Whats done is done. Don't feel bad. So I had more to say when I started writing, but me and courtney are talkin on the phone about last night and I guess I forgot about it. If I think of it later, I will post again. I hope you all had more fun than I did. (Not that I didnt have fun!)

Hey everyone. I'm at McK in the library. Nuthin to do. I am gona miss McK soooooooooo much! I know people tell me just don't go to BRMHS but I think that I will like it there too.I am gonna miss the people. I'm depressed. I'm gonna try it out and if i dont like it, then ill go back to McK. But that will be the hard part: deciding which one i like best. Im not ready for school to be over. Can you beleive it? I gonna miss everyone so much. We all need to do something this summer. Well , i better go before i get caught. Bye!